marrybrown?mary brown?

few days ago,
i go to parkson with sian and yan
we go to marry brown as yan wanna eat!!

this is a new open restaurant marrybrown
so thr r a lot of ppl..
we sitting at the side of the restaurant,waiting for yan's food
suddenly i saw this..


this is ntg to be surprise
but the content is weird..

to ensure tat i am nt mistake,i run out and see the board again

i wonder..is thr a gal call mary brown working in marrybrown?
hmmm...

最近才发现一首日本歌的歌词。。原来还挺有意思的阿。。。

歌词如下

退屈な毎日なら
過著無聊的日子

Time Over Loss

でもまぁ良いや　まぁ良いや
不過算了吧  算了啦

気にしないようにして
別太在意就行了

全てはその心意気でしょ?
 全都跟隨自己心意去做就好了吧?

太陽はいつも僕の上にあるよ
 反正太陽一直會在我們之上守著嘛

其中还有着一段


希望に満ちていたはずだろ?
本來應該充滿希望才對吧?

Where did I go wrong?

もう嫌って
討厭到極點

ふさぐ心にくれた
甚至把內心封閉起來

「内面の弱さも外見も」
 然而你說「軟弱的內心也好外表也好」

「この世に一つしかない君の個性だろ」
「全都是這個世上獨一無二的你的個性吧」

*cut

嫌いだったこの弱点も強さに変えていこう
讓討厭的缺點也變成自己的力量吧

「自分なんかに出来ない」　なんて
 「我的話一定做不到」什麼的

そんなこと思いたくない
不想再有這種想法了

*中间有歌，（被我cut掉了）

何度だって振り返って
不時回首人生

生きていけばいいだろう
然後就這樣活下去也沒關係吧

変わって行く事だけが大切じゃないよ
 不會只有改變的東西才是最重要的

きっと
 絕對

我喜欢他的歌词
虽然過著無聊的日子，
不過算了吧,別太在意就行了
全都跟隨自己心意去做就好了吧?
反正太陽一直會在我們之上守著嘛

我们，本來應該充滿希望才對吧?
有时候，討厭自己，討厭到極點
甚至把內心封閉起來
然而「軟弱的內心也好外表也好」
全都是這個世上獨一無二的你的個性

要让自己更成功的活下去，
讓討厭的缺點也變成自己的力量吧
「我的話一定做不到」什麼的
不想再有這種想法了
即使憧憬的明日遠離浮世
我也不會再迷茫

这些话，像对自己说的。。
我喜欢！

痴情，还是不服气？

绿洲

星期三去了绿洲。。
一个我回美里一定会去的地方。。
看见了好久不见的大家。。
绿洲还是一样，和睦融融~
大家像一家人一样。。。

然而，回到绿洲。。
肯定会有遗憾（我也不想的）
发掘到。。接下来的几个月里。。
有许多营会又会和我擦肩而过～
伤心呢~~

到了绿洲。。
和uncle Lucas 谈天～
到华庆导师的房间听好听的歌～
和大家聊天。。
和各位前辈兼导师谈天。。

其中，和梅姑的对话让我又不一样的见解。。

我们的题目是关于爱情。。
和一位长辈讨论这样的话题，
对我而言是很罕见的事情。。

很多人，（包括本人在内）
会对某个人过分的执著。。
被拒绝后，
会对那个人念念不忘。。

到底是为什么呢？
之前觉得是因为“很难的到的，或是不可能的到的，所以会更加执着”

总觉得，
人是因为得不到，或是经过考验的东西，才会珍惜。。
爱情这东西。。
对我而言，
会有。。来得快，去的也快。。的感觉。。
当某一方面急着将感觉明朗化是，
缺少时间去让自己证实，感觉是否正确，

但是，和梅姑的对话。。
她说，
因为自尊心作祟。。
被拒绝后，还和一直和别人说自己有多爱他。。
其实是不想自己别别人当作笑柄罢了。。

听了，还有点道理。。
果然，不同的人看角度也不同，
哈哈哈。。。

我。。到底是哪一个呢？
我执着，是因为我爱她，还是我的自尊心作祟呢？
哈哈。。。

明白这些的人因该很少吧。。
我的表达能力不好。。
哈哈。。。

加油～

hmmm...

well..
i apologies tat i cannot talk about the camp.
cause source is nt enough..
not much pic to be show off here..
hahaha..

then i write smtg else lor
haaha..
well..
hmm..
i addicted a movie call

iryu..

well..
if i watch this movie few years ago..
i might influenced by it and study doctor now..
hahaha..

this tv show is nt bad..
i finish season 1 and 2
hahaha..

well..
i inspired by a conversation inside the show..

hahaha..

A:"talent,really exist"

B:"u r jus considered a normal person.if u work hard,u can be slightly better than others,i suppose.however,isnt tat enough?"

A:"huh?"

B:"know one's own limitation.in other words,understand wht u capable of.no matter wht kind of job it is,the one who are really supporting the situation,are the tens,even hundreds or thousand of normal ppl that are around the genius.but,the job of these normal ppl,are no less significant than tat of a genius.although it is rather ordinary,it is a special job belong to oneself.it is a job tat unique to tat individual.

*walk towards A*

B:"only u can be honest to urself.U can do it too..stick out ur chest and stand proudly"

talent,really exist..
however..
for normal ppl like me,i should be jealous on others,
there are something i can do..

i can work hard ,to be slightly better than others..
i can know my limitation,know wht i am capable of,and support the others..

the most important,
i can be honest to myself,stick out my chest and stand proudly,as a normal person..

hmm..
i dunno u understand or nt,
but i really inspire me..

camp.

well
a good camp are come from 3 things

good participant
-without participant,the camp are meaningless..
-without participant,the camp's committee and the event will be meaningless

good committee
-without a gang of good committee,who will be the 1 prepare thing for the participant

good event
-without a good committee and good participant,who are going to enjoy this?

this things,
are all inside the camp!!!

this is the first time,
every1 in the camp let me see wht is teamwork,
every1 involve in everything
every1 do their best,
every1 enjoy the game,
every1 break their limit!!

the camp is held for 3 day..
the next post will talk about it..

this camp,
the committee are close with us,
there are no gap between committee and participant

this camp,
is really nice..
hardly we can see different ppl from different campus can mix together..
even though participant from kampar campus is the majority
but we can join together,talk until 4 am,
play around..

i never i stay here for the camp..
thanks every1!!!

Off Duty

hahaha...
Black tan,the owner of www.blacksano.blogspot.com
is here to announce tat he will off duty for 3 day,
cause for this 3 day,
he will be joining a camp from 13th-15th

haha..

bye bye~

i laugh becoz of this

thanks to ah ben..
he share this video to me..


this is the original version..
the gals are so..pretty for me..
ahaha...

but please watch the bottom 1




they really make me feel they are great..
without courage,
no1 can do this
hahaa..
i think i can,but need to a gang of good friends
haha..

hope every1 enjoy this
hahaa

SMILE~

1592

oo~~
looking at ah ben's leaving
1592 is now..
officially left 1 ppl

black tan si nan

he going to be alone
from afternoon of 12th till night
then next day morning go camp

then come back at 15th
he going to be alone again
from 15th
to 16th 1.34pm
cause he wil go down kl and look for his bro!
haha...

looking forward to it..
i will be lonely,i think,
as long as my hard disk is here..
internet line is here..
handphone is here
money is here..
i wont be lonely i think

k la..
jus wanna officially announce this
haha..

my life..

suddenly,
i wonder,how much i understand myself?
from other point of view,
who am i?

for me,
i am some1 who need friend..
-without friend,i will die-.-
i am childish..
-my housemate should experience this..
i am nt good in study
-cant concentrate lar~
i am lazy
-my bones are heavy(berat tulang)
i hv my own principle
-i do my own thing,with my own way
i am simple
-ppl can guess my thought easily
i look like hv a lot of friend,but in fact,jus friend
-i have only few friend who will really care"How is sinan now"
i hope to be every1 listener
-js hope to help friend,when they need help,i know how it feel if u need a listener,but u cant find 1
i nt good in communication
-i seldom find ppl to chat in msn,i dunno why..but,i waiting ppl to chat with me
i hv no confidence
-i hv no courage to try new thing
i nt good in love
-gals r complicated
i like to show off
-i jus like tat,wanna tell others,wht i done..sry-.-
i easily jealous on others(except in studies)
-if some1 hv smtg better than me,i will jealous...but i wont do anything
i am greedy
-i wan a lot of things
i know wht i wan
-everything i do,i know wht i wan
i am very irrational
-yea,sometime i do things without plan-.-
i proud with myself in certain area
-i can be too proud until i cannot accept tat i lose
i am a slow learner
-i learn things dam slow..ppl take 1 hour,i might take 1 week
i hope,i am humour
-i hope i can get friends like this,and make them happy
i am nt post oriented
-well,get post or nt,nt important for me
i hope ppl will tell me wht they thing on me to me
-i really hope som1 can do that,at least better than talk bad at the back
i am willing to get comment from others
-i feel glad,if some1 gv me some comment
i believe that thr are nt forever
-sry lar~i dun believe,dun ask me why

i think tat's all for now...


i wonder did i miss anything-.-
i hope nt
if yes,i will go and update

any1 if gt any comment tell me,
if any1 think i am nt correct,tell me
tell me wht u think please!!tqtq

its good to know myself..
hope other ppl help me too..
hahaha...

if any1 wanna do smtg like this,
please go...i wanna know more about u:P

picture~~

some scene on the top of grand kampar hotel

sun set of grand kampar

random scene

ppl who never see swimming pool before



having fun? is the connection beside swimming pool better?

we looks stupid,but we having fun

cannot swim in the swimming pool?

its seldom hv a chance to play,so,ENJOY!!

the original grand kampar hotel swimming pool without those ppl who kacao..

narh..jus feel wanna post some picture..
hahaa..
mayb u nt enjoy it..
sorry..hahaa..

today..

today,a friend of mine,
amy ngu,jong yik cheng and belden come to kampar hv fun..
well..
too bad i cant bring them around..
hahaha..
but still quite happy to meet them up..
hahaha..
hope they all work hard ba..
hahaha
we will meet each other again..

other than that..
today me,ben,calvin and kok
go to top floor of grand kampar hotel..
we having fun at the swimming pool thr..
hahaha..

for the pic of this,
it will upload later..
cause i gotta compile from ,my housemate whom are sleeping now..
hmm..
sleeping?wht is the time now..
1.50am.
my time to sleep is getting more and more weird..
haha..
dun care,
i live by how i wan to live

specially for,calvin?!

muahaha..
yesterday nite..
some gals come and look for the puppy...
let see some of the pic..
ahahaha..
also show off to others~;p

this is the mother of the puppy~

one of the puppy..

actually this big only la...

actual size..
around size 11(cause my foot is size 11)

from upside~

TWINS~

from far~

wht it looking for?susu?

stop licking my leg!!

please la..smile when take pic

aiyo?act cool a?

shy?hmm....

cute~~hahaha

ouch~~hahha..

we are the only 2 white de~~

brown:"let me join u all~"

cute?

羡慕。。

突然间。。
想写一些失落的东西。。

今天看了全部朋友的部落格后。。
开始了。。
失落的感觉。。
羡慕人家。。

总觉得。。人家的朋友好多哦。。
为什么他们永远可以保持联系。。
我为什么做不到。。

坦白说吧。。
我羡慕宗良，
为什么呢？
因为他们中有一连串的节目。。
朋友一直在一起。。
而我呢？
一放假。。
朋友们就好像烟一般。。
消失到无影无踪。。。

我也羡慕顺义。。
他总是有自己的和别人不一样的观点。。
总有自己面对孤独的勇气。。
我，没有。。
我还没成熟到这种地步。。
我的身边还是要有朋友。。
虽然顺义有面对孤独的勇气。。
但。。他身边还是会有一堆朋友。。
我呢。。。haih...

会不会是我太贪心了？
还是我没资格？

我到底怎么了。。
我的朋友呢?

迷茫当中。。。。

哦哦。。。

在蒋哥那里看到一个有趣的事情。。

对美中生而言。。。
因该是个不错的讯息吧。。
哈哈哈。。。

原来。。
美中雄风震天吼
是这里来的。。。

5th..

another boring day..
these few day..
the life is..

sleep>wake up>computer>sleep>eat>sleep>computer>talk crap>sleep

then 1 day gone..
damn la..
wasting time..

geez..
a~another day..
gone...

Frust?

narh...
today quite frustrated..
1st time..
1st time i feel joining a camp is quite troublesome..
but dun worry..i will still enjoy the camp..

today i set my schedule for the entire holiday..
shit la..
after set it..
it seems like i wasting my time..
i think next time i wont buy my air ticket so early dy..
cause everytime will change..
change need money..
narh...

For camp?
i dunno le..
feel like..
dun wanna join next time..
i dun wanna thing happen like this time again..
damn tulan..

narh..
in addition..
my sg long camp..
gotta plan to go thr and come back..
geez..

now damn frustrated..
dunno how everything going to run..

dunno la!!!

random

i bet this month's post wil be damn a lot..
hahah..
cause i blog..when i gt feel,
i blog when i bored..
ahhaa...

wht i wan to blog for today ner?hmmm
narh...
i show some picture la..
hahah...


these are the puppy of my house~~
*calvin..so bad u cant see it~

o~~bit like polar bear~

they are damn cute!!!!

^^

2.41

now,it is 2.41am..
cant sleep..
probably sleep too much today..

narh..
after test..
still hv damn long week to wait..
wait for the day i go back miri..
sucks man..
bit regret tat i join tat camp..
narh..

wht should i do at this time then?
narh..
playing UVERworld song..
using earphone..
geez..
wht i am doing here?

sometime ,i quite envy those ppl whom can get used to be lonely..
i am in the process of learning..
but still damn scared to be lonely..
nt because afraid of ghost,of course..
narh..

need to wait from 2nd of may to 12 of may..
then go join a camp.. from 13 of may to 15 of may..
then go down kl accompany ant from 16 to 17 of may..
then go back miri.. from 17th-27th of may..
then go kl,stay at liangz thr.. from 27th-28th of may..
then go camp again.. from 28th-31th of may..
then...DEGREE from 1th of jun.........>>>?

narh...
need to plan how my schedule run...
need to wait for 10 days..
wht the hell?
feel like wanna skip the camp..go back first..
geez..
wht i am thinking...?!

完了。。

考完了！！。。
今天在4.00pm
我隆重宣布。。
考完了。。

高兴么？
不知道。。
没什么感觉。。

只知道。。
接下来的这几天。。
我会闷到发霉。。